until i couldn’t cry any more

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goddess and i do mostly vanilla
and of course i love it… sex
is the *only* good thing from one
perverctly reasonable point of view…

last night i went down on her: the main event.
i was “put on this earth to eat pussy” as we two
notice aloud from time to time.

i haven’t had a man… i suppose i mean
i haven’t been had *by* a man… in almost
20 years. and goddess can (and does) go
way down and stay down and i can just flail
around and fuck the living b’jeezus out of
her face and upper digestive tract as i grope
lovingly on her butt; sure. so i’m as straight
as the next guy for all that.

and as i started to say. a couple nights ago
we went for the old in=out. as we seldom do.
and it was. um. vision-inducingly, cosmos-
-shakingly, great.

lucky for us i’d beaten off three or four times
that day looking at spanko stuff… and tranny
stuff and some good old-fashioned cocksucking
[and whatnot])… online.

usually… even with a rubber…
it feels so *goddamn* good
when i get my dick up her
goddess pussy, i just cum
right away.

in fact, the rubber sometimes
makes it worse in the sense that
i’ve gotta get myself *real* worked up
to have the confidence to interrupt the
fuck-fest mood and play with the high-tech
right up against my confidence *meter*
and finally turn around and jam it
*in* her (and start to get hard again);
a second later, usually, bam! wow. goodnight.

anyhow. no domme/sub stuff in many months.
and indeed, more and more on the net i find
i’m looking for beautiful dicks and
guys-eager-to-get-fucked-like-girls
and whatnot (though heaven knows:
a shot where the top has a belt
or hairbrush or what have you can
send me right out to the oozing-cum
fuck-me-now-i-don’t-care-how-hard stage
in a fraction of a second sometimes).

oh hell. maybe tonight. that wooden spoon.
honey! please! ow! OW! aaaahhhh! aanaanahh,h,AAAAH!

… oh thank you goddess for taking such good care of me…

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